self-hate

History teaches us that the most universally inspiring Jews, I mean those who contributed something to humanity rather than merely to their own people or even just to themselves, were motivated by some form of self-hate.

Matthew Yglesias » Is The Universe a Hologram? Should We Care? 2010

This sort of implanted self-hate is one of the reasons why I care so much about seeing black faces in comics.

Title: Black History Month ‘09 #22: Shake This | Robot 6 @ Comic Book Resources – Covering Comic Book News and Entertainment 2009

And they struggle with a core emptiness and at times such feelings of failure and self-hate, that they simply wish for their own death and the end of the whole tortured process.

Diana Kirschner: The Power of Hate, Part I Diana Kirschner 2011

Just as the actress Portia de Rossi does in her upcoming memoir "Unbearable Lightness" about her body dysmorphia, Mr. Springfield chronicles his bouts of depression, self-hate and even a suicide attempt as a teenager.

Shopping With Springfield Marshall Heyman 2010

And they struggle with a core emptiness and at times such feelings of failure and self-hate, that they simply wish for their own death and the end of the whole tortured process.

Diana Kirschner: The Power of Hate, Part I Diana Kirschner 2011

It must be due to the self-hate and self-loathing that is endemic among liberals.

Palin hits back at 'malicious' photo 2009

Two weeks before the American poet Hart Crane killed himself, filled with self-hate, he slashed to bits with a knife the painting a friend, the Mexican artist David Siqueiros, painted of him, beginning with his eyes.

History of a Suicide Jill Bialosky 2011

No other poem I know expresses the sense of hopelessness, self-hate—the self, like an animal, belongs caged behind bars—and despair of the suicide as profoundly as “Tulips.”

History of a Suicide Jill Bialosky 2011

I can understand their self-hate and self-loathing, because liberals are nothing, have nothing, stand for nothing and believe in nothing.

Palin hits back at 'malicious' photo 2009

The price might be something only they know, an addiction or self-hate or a lack of compassion for others.

The Glass Castle « Tales from the Reading Room 2009